So far today sucks and it is only 8 in the morning. I am so glad that I have the next week off. But still trying to figure out how to visit if the kids can't come, it wont work, unless his parents watch them everyday.
My tummy hurts today. Eating breakfast isn't working today that well, only got about half of it down. Very depressed all day today.
Managed to skip out on supper to go and visit with James, or else I wouldn`t have gotten to see him at all. Was very happy that I did. Miss him so much. hate it every time I leave and I can't see him more or hold him more, or bring him home. he says that he hasn't seen the doctor yet and it is almost 8. He played a couple games of table tennis with one guy, doesn't know most of their names or why they are then, and doesn't go into any more details than that. we talk about the race I was in and not much else. Before we know it, visiting hours are over and I have to go. Don't want to leave, not with out him.
I get the kids and go home, I have a friend coming in from out of town and she is waiting at home with her two boys. The girls love to play with them and get excited to see that they are here. Its late and they dont get to play for very long before bed time. Their bedtime isn't very much earlier than mine. I am so tired, long week again of my much sleep and emotions running high every day again. I need sleep. So i say goodnight and go to sleep.
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