Wow

Is this real? Sure doesn't feel like it. Will it destroy or improve like i figure? Only time will tell of course. So so surreal, even though i always envisioned i never thought it would actually come true... And now i am scared. What if i was wrong? God i hate the whats right for you and whats right for everything else isn't always the same thing. Did we do the right thing? If he thought he was strong enough to handle this, how does he think he isnt strong enough for everything else? So worry about the outcome of this now...