Still struggling. But still pushing too.

James is still struggling, hard time to get out of bed this morning.  But he did.  I think mostly because we had to take the can in, so I think that is what mostly helped him today.  But he was able.  I was so stressed about him not making it.  I am still chewing my fingers and can't stop, I am so worry about his fall.  I know it will come and I know it will be hard, just because it will be his first fall since he has starting trying again.  He is getting very frustrated at the lack of support at work.  It is getting hard a tiny but, for me too, because he is starting to slow and not care about his work, so others are having to pick up a bit.  Not much but just a bit.  I know he is pushing through it and that is good, but I think he still only see's the struggle, not the goodness at the end.  Not sure how to refocus his sight.